Today I received an e-mail from a friend from several years back, meaning a friend not so much now in the active sense, inquiring whether or not I thought her to be socially awkward and possibly autistic, she said she was collecting inventory for her own self-project. I replied with a "No." and told her that those psychiatrists and Men will just sedate her, as they do many a revolutionary mind. She replied with a thank you for my answer and how she considers me NOT normal, though it's a "good thing." I asked of her then why worry herself, it's more difficult to worry. Surely, I hope she isn't after those zombie pills.

As of late I have been cooking food from scratch for mon chien, Tolle. Since birth, he has had quite the sensitivity to processed foods and the like. I have at times found him "all natural, no wheat, no soy, no gluten, etc." canine food once, and he did not throw it up or become sick from the food, though overall the cost of canine food is overwhelming plus the fact that for me to think the food is healthier than what I can cook for him, seems a little ridiculous. I called vet offices to ensure this thought, and all they forewarned was the amount of time in preparation for canine meals and the importance of nutritional balance.

Since I have adopted the role of his food provider, he has yet to get sick, and he rolls 'round after the meal in such a satisfied manner; good, Tolle!




I am seeing Neil Hamburger (from my experience associated with "Tim and Eric Awesome Show Great Job" and some other avant-garde spit-spat tomorrow night - Tuesday night, !! and Tickley Feather (hopefully) Saturday, the 19th !! I missed her in Philadelphia when she was playing in West Philadelphia; a friend persuaded me to go see Dan Deacon instead, which was whaccck, whacck! Teeth Mountain was good though, fo 'sho.

music for Saturday: Tickley Feather (<3loves): [link] (and) TORO Y MOI (I like the track "blessa"): [link]

**Due to the blatant lies and misleading of another user, I have gone back and simply copy and pasted the entire conversation, as to myself not being considered a liar:**

FROM femmivore:

"To: ~nitesurfer
Date: Dec 10, 2009, 3:29:20 PM

"just a clit," truly, though your life sprang from such - the power is essential and biological, why such an interest in animosity?

You have a picture of . . . just an ashtray, a poorly composed picture at that - but you are allowed this , to vent, express and so on.

My photograph is of high quality, high resolution, well composed. The light is well balanced and the textures are surreal. You have photographs under your favorites that prove that you are not so concerned with well-adjusted subject matter, you have "just a shaven twat," "just a nude girl," "just an ugly, nude girl," "just an ugly face, just a face, so on and so on."

be well!"

FROM nitesurfer:

"From: ~nitesurfer
Date: Dec 10, 2009, 10:27:03 PM

OMG, do i have the honor to get an answer from the 'artist' herself!?
well let me say i DO NOT have issues with the subject itself-i like ARTISTIC nudity a lot-,but i do have issues with the lack of time and/artistic view you put into this!! it just looks cheap and even vulgar!!
About the "shaven twat" it looks and probably is much better ,seriously! How do you really feel now that only perverts give nice comments to your- after looking at it again-disgusting not worthy (and btw even reportable) to DA looking photo?!
Oh and euh... you really thing by buying a good camera (does not mean expensive) you can make such shots -or shooting like a hundred photos of your twat and then one picking one out wich accidentally has 'good' lighting- actually look better!?! please!!
Ofcourse, like the kind that you are you're going to try and talk yourself out of this now, with saying stuff like 'art is how you make it' and all that bla bla bla hippie talk bullshit!
BUT THIS IS UNARGUABLY NOT ART!!!
Do you dare asking DA's opinion about your shot? i don't think so!!
Otherwise if you'd wish, i'd LOVE to ask them on your behalf.
Greetings


and do please comment my posts in the future as you've put me to your deviantwatch list!"

FROM femmivore:

"To: ~nitesurfer
Date: Dec 11, 2009, 10:15:10 AM

The deviantart "watch" was accidental as seeing as how I was rushed to find the "note" button; or more so, blindly led.

My work is not under the fine art section, or something or another. Most of my work is under some sort of personal documentation category or self-portrait, etc. This photograph, in my opinion is beautiful. I am allowed that, though when I say the photograph is beautiful to me, I do not claim it to be art. Doing so would have me to require to submit to a dominant society, and Patriarchal world, and white men like you. You are the Man who owns the women's magazines, offering them all those pristine shaving products and thong underwear, and STD's.

I do not muck up my sanctity by shaving it with a razor blade, what in the World! Diseases, metal, cuts, scraps, no thank you; please.

This is not an argument of me persuading you towards one opinion or another, though we are granted the opportunity to converse through notes, or not so - you can block me if you so choose, it's a free decision here and I chose.

If you reported, or any other member reported a photograph or piece of art, the piece is nearly guaranteed to be removed seeing as how deviantarta is oh so concerned with their site and the removal or offensive material, not so much vulgar - seeing as how you were birthed from this vulgar hole? You must hate your Mother and take a razor to your own identity.

lighten up."

FROM nitesurfer:

"From: ~nitesurfer
Date: Dec 11, 2009, 1:39:35 PM

oh I am lightend up,
I told you, you were going to use your hippie talk and so you do! my problem with that photo is that it just doesn't belong in the DA artistic nude photography section and infact nowhere else on DA!! and if you don't like the rules of DA... well you know the rest!
THIS IS AN ART SITE and the "some sort of personal documentation category or self-portrait, etc." is still categorized under the main menu ART!!!
people like you are contaminating this site!!! and that's it!!"



Check out his "awesome art:"

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And please compare between my site and his site; . . .

I mean; really?

I seem to need to invest in laughing stock.

Tolle and I ate our share of leaves during our morning walk, he started the gesture - perhaps from an upset stomach, or either to show me how to properly benefit from my surroundings (eating, GAIA, etc.).

Around 10 a.m. I will be leaving with Paul (a ninety year old man shown in some of my previous photographs during the month of October) for Healing Springs, known as God's Healing Acre. Healing Springs is known for having sulfur water, or more regionally known as "Indian Water," during the Revolutionary War.

My Grandmother had a growth on her eye a few decades ago, nothing was rumored to be of any help but operation. She drank the water from Healing Springs for a week, poured the water over her eye, and was conscious of her every interaction with the water - two weeks later, the growth, after having been there for several years, was gone; to this day, the spot where the growth had been is a flat, small red-dot reminder of the beautiful experience decades ago.

I am primarily going to gather some water for my Mother (she was diagnosed with Parkinsons Disease in March 2006). I am also venturing to Blackville, SC (the location of Healing Springs), to have a shared memory/moment with my Grandmother (she also went with Paul, the aforementioned decades ago).

no entanglements, nor obligations:


for grabs:

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